Saturday, April 9, 2011

contemplation

A rainy Saturday with no pdp or whatever craps seems to be yet another perfect day to blog
this is not my habit... but somehow it feels nice just to write about random stuffs that happened
Just read that note from the climbing guy and really liked it.
Crazy night spent yesterday. even wrote a song at 2am and the doucheface walked into my room at 3. When the world sleeps, its when we start being closer to each others
Friday was just as awful as that haunting song from Rebecca Black. 
The fact that I got an A for PW just made me feel worse about my friends' situation. If they could not get it,then I don't see a reason why deserved it. Just couldn't smile for a single second
Hate those heartless people jumping around and taking photos celebrating their As, why can't they just be more sensitive for once in their life? 
I totally understand that hollow feeling when everyone got what they wanted except for yourself.
It feels like being back stabbed by life, totally fooled by fate
But what can I say? I got an A, yes and fuck it...... 

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

apology to March

No posts in March
why?
Cause that is when the imminent storm that i predicted swept by
shattered, hurt, yet i still survive
and now that haunting quote from " Lord of the Flies" makes a lot of sense to me
We will survive
Yes, we, together
You and I