friday the 13th

Commencing friday the 13th with 4 cans of beers and flows of thoughts
220 am
just 2 and a half hour spent
there are still 21 and a half hour left
but yet dont feel like looking forward to it
haiz, why the universe must follow this sine rule, bring me to the top then trash me down down down to that ultimate bottom of sadness
facts hurt
disgusting facts kill
self- denial or just ignorant?
i don't even know myself

Then why am I even demanding to know more about you?